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Monday, July 24, 2006
i just dunno wad to blog.. too sian and stuff.. i feel tired and i just dun freaking get it why my area de hairdresser cannot cut my hair properly.. sian one lo.. yup.. been so long le.. since sec sch had gathering.. and i miss all of my brothers in sec sch.. and those who helped me so many freaking times.. i dunno wad to say.. just suddenly feel sad and stuff like dat. i dun really know wad is going on and stuff.. and i miss pamela.. wish i could turn back time and tell her those words that i have been needing to tell her.. but i just.. just could not find and could not accumlate all my courage to even tok to her and stuff.. why.. i dunno.. i am supposed to be thick skin and stuff.. i dunno hw to go about jio-ing girls and stuff.. nor do i know hw to ask for a number, nor do i have the charms if any.. i dun even know wad to do and i dun wan to like vex over it.. but then.. i just dun wan to be single any further.. yup yup yup.. i am insensitive back then.. but now.. ain;t i supposed to be given a second chance.. why.. i just wan a second chance.. for things to be the way it used to be.. u tokking to me and staring each other right in the eyes and stuff like dat.. if only u know how much and how many things i wanna say... i got so many tales to tell.. i wan to fill u in one by one.. the tale of my first lie.. my craziest tiime of my entire life.. the whackiest things i done.. the people i met.. the people i know.. the problems i encountered.. if only given to chance and stuff.. does any one know the feeling of being pelted by the rain in a solitude world.. how lonely is it.. and do u know even the cutest thing i see also had no use.. wad's heaven if there is no you.. without you i guess.. heaven is no different from hell.. i just wanna dote and u.. now and forever.. my little princess.. u are the one i wanna be with..

11:22 PM

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