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Friday, June 16, 2006

now looking back at chalet.. ya.. saddening over some stuffs... kinda made me feel i returned to the miserable sec sch.. hahaa.. i dun reallly know how to say it.. but no one's name gona be put up here.. just wanna say.. at the very least i know where i stand.. i dun like wish for the impossible.. i go for average girls.. so waad if ur aim is to get a bf as handsome as so & so.. most of the time.. the one u get wun be like dat lo.. u compare the guys in our class.. those attached de.. their gf are so-so only mah.. so wad's ur point?? they handsome.. i nth to say.. but u r nt like say a beauty queen.. looks 'mature' so wad?? big fuck.. being mature is currently not the in type liao cans? given ur face and stuff.. u are offically delcared out.. i might be out.. but at least i dun run away from it.. the more u run away from it.. the greater it surfaces.. revealing more about ur weakness.. so pls.. grow strong and be the real mature.. nt have mature looks.. but mature mindset.. please... mature looks are over already and mature mindset is wad u need in poly.. get a life bah.. so wad if i am poor and stuffs.. being poor is to allow people like u who are not any richer to mock at me?? get a life.. maybe joining the 77th street club might help.. but i doubt it will make any difference.. being rich dun really entitle u to wad priveliege (heck wadever the spelling is) u tink u are entitled to... u r just being boring.. weak.. and i know.. i will win u.. in no matter wad.. and... u who is about to be condemned real bad have no right to know wad is happening and stuff.. very soon.. it will all be over.. in the meantime.. i guess u shld really go and see how people around you live and maybe u can try living like the others.. but that will be so fake.. so unreal.. so.. my advise to u.. is.. just fuck off and die bah.. dun waste earth's resources any further.. when u get older.. ur parents will be ashamed to have a child like u.. they will be so ashamed they dun wan to live in the world any further.. so.. treat it as doing a good deed.. end ur life so as to free them from future suffering.. and even when u die./. i tink satan gona stick a needle in ur eye.. coz u seriously can't get above the mark.. and i dun even see the reason why u exists at the very beginning.. sighs.. i wonder how u gona die..

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