been like so long le.. haha.. too many things happening.. i know my last post was so cut off.. but sorry.. can;t help it.. mom was pissing me off with her stuffs.. went into bad mood immediately.. and nowadays... i doubt my mood is any better.. so ya.. dun come pissing me off.. so much so for weiling.. haha.. nvm la.. guess we can't click so well.. yup.. but none the less.. a new friend made.. i seriously like poly life the way as it is now.. its like so fun and stuff.. and i wan to be well known.. popular.. be good and nice.. i wan ppl hi-ing me every now and then. i wan free treats.. so many things.. i hope i can get.. yup.. i dun like to be alone... the feeling of being lonely sucks.. seriously.. it sucks.. no kidding.. hate the life at home now.. i wanna work till late late.. i dun wan to be bothered with wad happens at home.. sick already.. same old cycle repaeting itself.. ain;t u tired as well?? then why do u always have to be the one who start it over and over again.. why can;t u just for once remember the good things that happen and forget all the bad things?? why why why.. i doubt u even know. neither do i.. maybe it is born in our blood.. we are bornt to be stubborn.. bo bian.. who ask u to give birth to me.. like mother like son.. wad a true saying.. sometimes.. i feel.. u dun haf to right to come and control my life.. it seems.. urs ain;t any better.. sometimes.. i proved to u.. but u just dun wan to face the results i have at hand... running away from it... do u know hw much it hurts a not.. for a parent to react like dat.. wait lo.. bo bian.. i wanna be the first to own a car.. dun worry.. i'm gona pay for my own lessons.. driving lessons and motor lessons.. yup.. found new job.. gg for interview soon.. hope its a good catch.. yup.. guess i'll sign off now.. so much so for ranting.. till then.. guys.. rock on..