WHY DID YOU APPEAR

Saturday, April 01, 2006

kinda been long since i last updated bah.. but none the less.. i'm still alive and kicking. wonder how is everyone doing but i saw them ytd at the concert.. so many memories kinda flowed back and stuff.. sometimes.. ya.. so scared of things now and then.. but old memories are the ones i want.. nt those unhappy ones la.. but kinda remembering gt so many ppl in there know me.. nt bad la. my kor said hi to me... hahaha.. so bloody happy.. tot he forgetton me liao.. so shocked la.. but he seems like nice guy now,. guess NS is really the changing stage bah... concert was so so la. my main objective is to see girl.. and ya so funny la... when i went in with boon and jenny.. got one girl hi-ed me.. i mean wtf la.. okie.. i shld be happy. but i dun recall her. dat's the problem.. but see a lot of girls lo.. but too bad.. onli saw one hkss de girl there.. no more. pam like nt dere.. sighs.. so many things happened nowadays and i dun even wan to be bothered with it.. let alone be involved in it.. i'm so tired le.. seriously.. i am.. but who's to know and who's to care? i somehow feel friends at times are best as they are always around for me.. but sometimes. i feel.. they are the same like my hopeless family.. some la... i see their faces i fuck up lo.. chee bye... i dunno wad i'm thinking la. it just pisses me off.. and to that 'WINNER' dun get too cocky.. i know ur identity and i guess u still dunno abt it.. so.. just fuck off and die.. haha. i wonder hw it is for u to like havin to put up an act in front of me.. not tired meh?? hais.. if only mom nv lose her hp.. then maybe she can advise me la.. but fuck la.. chee bye de. everytime things like this happens.. perry kinda sucked nowadays.. i dunno why.. pearl is still there for me but though she seldom online.. but heck.. better than nothing.. ytd supper was nice.. lol.. thanks mr lee.. yeahness.. just received call.. ltr working again.. hahaa.. with my mom!! yeahness.. woot.. so happy.. the mom at home de.. kinda hecked me for good le.. its a good thing u know? save lots of toruble. i am also sick and tired of explaining.. over and over again.. sometimes.. things are never meant to be.. i guess if dat is nv meant to be.. then it will never be.. i'm so.. hai.. nvm.. mom at home sure to make noise again.. sighs.. heck bah.. i love the job i'm doing now. ya.. seirously i like it.. hahaa.. guess i'll sign off here la.. got things to do.. take care guys... buaiz.;.

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