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Monday, March 13, 2006
i'm pissed.. seriously.. its like so stress to stay at home... brother throwing a temper when he had some disagreements with his gf and vent it all out me and mom.. fucked up la.. i'm human with feelings too duhz.. so wad if u r the bigger one?? i dun give a shit now la.. practically pissed to the core.. u was in ur room doing ur stuff.. and then.. u had a call.. and u came to the living room knowing i on techno music kinda nt so loud.. then complained it was loud.. then for wad u haf to come to the living room...?? u can't answer ur phone in ur room? ass.. fucked up la.. i used to blast de lo.. ytd already so soft le.. still make noise.. everything u do is right.. and wad i do.. is always wrong.. so.. dat is ur privilege huh?? sorry.. i dun appreciate dat..

and now. to my mom.. it's nt my fault my leg hurt so badly this morning.. i know i promised to help u.. but it is not my fault it hurt.. i'm having medication mind u.. and it is nt like i can foresee wad happen in the future.. it WAS NOT AN EXCUSE TO NOT HELP U.. duhz.. showing me the black face and all... it's nt my fault.. nobody wan it to hurt so badly too.. u tink i dun wan to see my girl too meh? i dun even know when i will see her in this holiday.. and.. u r paying me mom.. i'm jobless for hw long le.. i need income too.. turning down job opportunites?? crazy.. dat is so unlike me.. u dun seem to understand me after so long.. disappointing though.. i guess i dun haf much to say.. i dun get above the light.. i'm always the one my mom worries a lot.. always the one forbidden to do stuffs. always the one.. that can't think properly.. always wrong.. always accused.. fuck it... i need wine.. beer.. seriously..

2:12 PM

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