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Sunday, March 26, 2006

yo.. another week had passed.. wonder hw is everyone doing and stuffs... tomorrow starting new job le.. but damn sian.. working hours damn short.. sian 1/2 lo.. i'm considering if i wanna stick with ice cream.. sighs.. he said this coming week will be coming to jurong.. and then.. i might haf a chance knocking on her door.. i dunno.. ice cream.. no need $$ to begin with.. as long as.. u go to the place can le.. but the new job requires my $50.. sad la.. i need advise.. and yuki haven called me.. if yuki called.. then if can neog. maybe i stick to the new jobs.. afternoon go yuki.. night go cartel.. but then.. sighs.. i hate last min calls lei.. i'm afraid ltr if i turn the cartel away and stick to ice cream.. and if after dat.. the yuki call me.. it will be damn cock up la.. it sucks totally la.. i'm lost... ice cream wise.. earned 20 ytd.. though little la.. but if i were to go cartel... everyone either 20 to 30.. only.. plus far away.. and.. ya.. ice creeam de.. can be high.. can be low... depends.. but i tink i'm getting the grasp of it.. i just need more selling exp and i can push my profits higher.. maybe dat's hw they work... hw to compare.. ppl with 2 yrs exp with a guy dat only have 2 days?? but i tot of hw come they can push it so far.. and i kinda know already.. or rather i tot i know.. so ya.. hope.. my thinking is right. i'm afraid of trying to adapt to a new environment like cartel.. thouggh i always adapt to environments like every 3 weeks.. (dat's hw often i change jobs) but i am seriously tired already.. getting of new environments.. sigh.. i seriously dunno wad to do.. there is like no one dat can give me adivse.. mom is saying i shld go for the cartel.. but ex.. and too bloody far.. okie la.. takes abt 45 mins to go there.. but then.. i dunno.. ice cream.. either 20 to 30 mins.. but i only go for the west.. perry (my job de.. nt class de...) seems like nt bad lei.. i dunno.. but who can i turn to for advise now?? denise seems so busy and i dun wan to bother her and everyone is like so bloody stucked up with their jc and stuffs.. i guess i wun bother anyone then.. this sucks la.. ass..

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