Sunday, February 19, 2006
yet another boring sunday.. sibei sian and stuff.. i wan new shirts and stuffs lei. and mom keep complaining.. brother keep having the chance to buy new things.. and i only get to wear hand me downs.. wad the hell lo.. ass sia.. i'm just trtying to save and stuff.. or else i will have gotten wad i wanted ages ago.. life's all about unfairness and stuff.. we dun even have a say about fairness in the first place.. trying to get used to life.. i'll take some time i guess.. no hurry.. just do everything as told and dun try to act clever.. results are undesirable.. lol... practical living example: me!.. now i gt about $700 and i dunno.. should i spend it on handphone or com.. my mom switched off the fan i put to cool my com this morning and my com almost blew.. maybe i should go get my com done or something.. hahaa.. see how.. i'm still lazy for stuffs.. i wanna work.. but i'm lazy to go for interviews.. i want income.. but i'm lazy of getting up early.. i'm stubborn i know.. u can't change me.. people said i change.. maybe i did.. i dun really know. new week starting le.. i tink i gonna do job hunting and ya.. i gona burn some calories.. been long since i done any form of excerise.. i'm fat le lo.. i still wan to jio girl de.. so bo bian. lol..
wonder how is everyone. as in.. those ppl from primary sch and all.. suddenly i like miss them so much.. except some la.. i pound.. i wonder.. i search i lament.. i dunno wad i lament means.. but took it from somewhere.. quote of the day.. 'just living is meaningless... plain fighting is meaningless.. i just wan.. i... wanna win..' yup.. life is abt it.. but after watching fearless.. sometimes.. winning is nt the key factor.. yup.. shall apply logics based on case to case.. right now.. i just wanna have someone to like care on.. shower love on and stuff.. and find a job to aviod seeing my mom so much.. can have lesser conflicts in a way.. yup.. guess i'll sign off here.. till then.. rock on guys..