Tuesday, January 03, 2006
haiz.. dudes.. back again.. kinda can;t fall asleep.. too many things on my mind.. kinda boreded.. kinda just read someone's blog.. though he is like nt on very good terms with me.. but.. i guess i dunno wad i can do.. maybe feigning ignorance is da best.. yup.. sometimes.. life is like dat?? i'm nt pretty sure myself too.. yup..
was working halfway.. then kinda recalled those good old days of sec. sch.. kinda sad that it all ended so fast.. yup.. i will miss sec sch life.. and nt forgetting mym primary sch life.. so many things... all like gona forget already.. saddening.. why?? why our memorizes are failing us? i tot memory failing only occurs at FF8?? when they uses GF excessively?? then why am i like affected?? maybe i was too naive.. -.-'' okie i am navie la.. can?? why?? someone close to 17 yrs of age cannot be navie arh? asshole.. lol.. sorry zi chao and lydia.. i kinda made u two unhappy and angry... just some language problems and family stuffs.. sorry abt dat.. yup.. and ermm.. i kinda feels empty this year.. seriously.. empty.. i dunno wad to say though.. but being able to tok to her in msn every 2 days or so.. is already good enough.. kinda more than i can ask for.. yup..
i'm turning 17 soon.. all i ask for... is u being able to spend it with me.. maybe if u can just wish me happy birthday.. i could possbily die with no regrets.. haha.. dunno when she will come across my blog.. yup.. hope tmr is a better day or wad bah.. guess i will sign off here then dudes.. till then.. rock on..