Saturday, January 07, 2006
yo dudes.. she;s back from camp and stuff.. i went back to sch to kind ahelp a bit though i must say i like nv do much lo.. but heck.. at least i gt heart to go back.. then debreif and stuffs and went seoul garden.. yup.. kinda fun all.. mood was kinda high and skin kinda thick.. then.. the worst always have to come.. i dunno why she just like pissing me off.. ZZZZZZ.. bllody hell.. its just one day after my birthday.. then must like dat la?? i need a break seriously.. i just wan to be detached from this pathetic world of mine.. why do ppl enjoy and i suffer??? but why?? and now i need to find a job all over again. i just hope that i can find one dat can be wad i like and i can work long hours.. then will lessen my time of seeing her and stuffs.. i dunno.. see hw it goes..
back to Np... mdm tan is leaving and a lot of things happening though.. i just kinda lost touch of it and all.. wonder hw to survive in the later stages of life.. yup.. parade for the day was a bit kns.. but wad can i say?? thanks to zakiyy who loan-ed me a SWAT cap.. kinda cool and all.. he's da man.. yup.. seriously i'm getting tired and stuff.. waking so early and slp-ing late (or rather i guess i been weak lately).. really weakens one's body.. yup.. and i'm now bloody 17 already.. still haven reach 18.. can;t do a lot of things.. hope 18 faster come then just stay there.. dun move so fast.. 17 is fuck-ed up la.. in the middle of young and mature.. wan to do things also hard.. yup.. i wan my presents leh.. when and where?? i just need a wallet.. a happening sling bag. zippo lighter.. necklace.. and ring.. maybe wristband.. those sliver metal types.. dat's all i need.. shirts wise i guess i get them myself at queenstown.. yup.. i guess it been a rather meaningful day for me with all dat stuff happening.. i'm enjoying it.. yup.. i guess i sign off then.. kinda tired already.. till then.. guys.. rock on..