Wednesday, January 04, 2006
dudes.. back.. kinda confused at times.. i wonder if i helped u or i made it worse.. i'm sorrry.. guess i am only good at cock-ing ppl up.. yup.. nvm i shall nt be so involved then.. yup.. my birthday is coming.. soon okie?? friday.. so freaking near.. so many things to do.. so little thing.. i misses sch.. seriously.. i miss it.. nt being able to see ur friends and stuff.. it really hurts.. yup.. ranting only thru blog.. i dun wan to be a nuscience.. i wan to be made known.. i want to be popular.. be remembered... will u guys still remember me after we lose contact?? i wonder.. i just crosses finger and pray hard hard.. guess dat's all i can do for now.. wad else is to be done?? offending way tooo much peeps now.. i'm sorry.. sometimes.. its just me.. sometimes.. its hard to change..
this friday last day at the workplace.. gonna start job hunting once again.. so dots.. i just need income. and long working hours.. maybe by that i can like 'detached' from the world.. and lead a solitary life.. but who knows of it? guess i'm sitll better off alone.. banning of aerosol spray.. by xiaxue webby.. kinda true abt the incidents.. but problem is.. when one gets to such crowded places.. i guess its inevitable.. yup...
my whole body is kinda weakening me.. -.-'' ass.. i'm freaking tired already and my work today was like so easy.. nth.. basically sitting down and waiting for ppl to come and dat's abt it.. easy $ though.. just hope i can like do better and stuffs.. seriously's can;t wait for friday to come.. i miss all... everyone.. i need a de-stress.. guess i sign off now... till then.. guys rock on..