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Friday, January 06, 2006
yo dudes... dunno why i'm so sadded la.. ZZZ.. asshole.. its' supposed to be my birthday.. i'm supposed to be happy.. but i'm not.. its like so.. cock up.. so i dunno.. i just seriously am lost for words.. maybe its due to her abscence.. i dunno.. or was it my way of talking that offended countless people?? i'm nt sure.. i just wanna change.. just wanna be someone loved by all .. okie la.. by most ppl.. i just wan dat.. is it too much to ask for?? why do i keep[ screwing things up and why things haf to happen this way?? am i really a goner?? i'm suppose to lead.. supposed to set an example. supposed to be stronger.. i just feel.. i;m a weakling afterall.. no matter wad i do and wad i tried.. maybe sarah is right.. i'm a sadist.. just not in the mood and i dunno why.. guess i sign off bah.. see ya dudes.. till then.. rock on..

11:26 PM

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